Thursday, September 9, 2010

Losin' my ever-lovin' mind

Today is 10dpiui and day 8 of the progesterone.

I am having some serious side effects/symptoms/pms.

  • My boobs feel like rocks. They are swollen, heavy and unbelievably sore. The problem is that them being this swollen just makes hubs want to touch them more.
  • I have horrible gas. My stomach was so bloated from gas this morning that I had to unbutton my pants at work. Luckily, I was wearing a long top that covered it.
  • I am so so hormonal. Everyone around me irritates me no matter what they do. Last night hubs and are were arguing and it felt like he just wasn't listening to what I was saying. I had a bad ugly cry. By the time I was done I had mascara all over my face. Then I felt fine like nothing had happened.
  • I have cramps. They seem to come and go but are definitely worse when I do something like lean forward in my chair.
  • I am exhausted. All the time.
This is all making feel crazy because all of these symptoms could be side effects of the progesterone. They could also be PMS, in fact for me, they are all good signs that AF is coming. It really sucks to know that it could be either one. ARGH! I just want to know one way or another.

Beta is on the 15th... I'm fairly certain that I won't make it that long...