Monday, January 4, 2010

I'm here!!

I've missed you girls! It's been so long that I'm gonna have to go bullet style on ya!

  • Thank you so much for all the support you've given me lately. I have gotten comments, emails, facebook messages and even a real-life snail mail package. Even though I don't always reply right away, they remind me that I am not going through this alone. Here is the angel ornament that I received from Lucky Jones:

(It says "Watch over us")
I know that it's technically a Christmas ornament but it's sitting on top of my TV even those all the decorations are packed away. :) Thank you again, hun!

  • Emotionally, I'm doing pretty good, if I do say so myself! Of course I have bad moments and whole bad days but I feel like I have accepted loosing my baby. I can't regret that moment in my life, it brought me so much happiness. Our baby was only alive for a few weeks but it was a baby none-the-less. I know that they will be waiting in heaven to greet me.
  • I started a new position within the same company this past week. It isn't a huge step up from my former position, but it's something. So far, I'm enjoying it. This is actually I haven't been around, blogging or commenting. I used to do the majority of it at work (shhh!) but with the new position I can't. Not only is my computer way out in the open but I'm just way too busy. I'm going to try to do better to keep up with everyone, really.
  • Hubs and I are doing good. He is working a ton and I feel like I'm seeing him less than usual but we're making do with what we have.
  • Our Christmas and New Year were both good. We pretty much spent 100 % of our Christmas time off with family and had a quiet New Year's Eve at home.
  • Lastly, after seriously convincing myself that I was pregnant AF arrived this morning full force. The pms this time around is miserable and I can't believe hubs is willing sitting here with me after all the bitching that has taken place. I am bleeding hard, and cramping and passing more clots than normal (leftover from the miscarriage?). I'm exhausted, hungry, cranky, crampy and emotional but over all happy that she is here so we can move on.
  • Look for a post (hopefully tomorrow?) about the necklace I wear now!

5 comments:

ifcrossroads said...

I'm glad to hear from you Coco. I think of you every single day.

Love,
Mic

Morgan said...

It's so good to hear from you and have you back..and to hear you are doing good. Thinking about you and looking forward to more posts from you! :)

Chele said...

Congrats on the new position. I'm glad to hear you're doing better. My first period after our ectopic pregnancy was much like you described. Hopefully your next one (if you have one) will be much easier.

To A T said...

I'm so glad to hear from you Coco!! Those first AF's after a m/c can be brutal. Hang in there sweetie! Still keeping you in my prayers everyday!

Congrats on the new position :)

Browniris said...

Congratulations on the new position at work!