It's been a while since I posted. Every time I think about starting a post I get mad. The past week hasn't been a very good one for me. I have started allowing my anger and hurt about TTC spill over into the rest of my life. I have let it effect my work and my home life. The worst part though is that I have let it effect my marriage. For about 3 days hubby and I did nothing but fight or give eachother the silent treatment. I have got to figure out a way to "express" the things that I am feeling about TTC so that I don't spend my life in a bad mood. In the mean time I am working on it, the best that I know how.